“Lying on a couch, I talk as if no one can hear me. I discuss with myself why most of my references are male. They are just a way to replace you; after all, you were never completely there. Were you? Maybe, as Clark Kent, or a character of some kind, and that was somehow enough. Your inaccessibility made me like you. A fictional replacement seemed to me the only possible way out. I vomit you in my creativity in many forms, building universes that you can inhabit, but you are never seen. I chase your footsteps in humid jungles, dark hotel rooms and ancient ruins; I like to be seen as you, as a character of a movie, that when seen through a screen will be my favourite – my speed-dating hero. As the film beams out of the projector everything fades away, and I am myself again, and my loneliness lasts and lasts. It is just me in an empty cinema – I use film reels to burn us away. “

Henrique Pavão, 2020

One Last Longing, 2020

HD video ( b/w & colour, sound 8’18’’)
Dimensions variable 

Sound Design & Composed by João Poppe Toulson

Supported by DGARTES - Direção Geral das Artes

This video was temporariliy online from 20:58 5th June 2020 to 06:12 6th June 2020 (GMT+1) at WrongWrong

© 2020 Henrique Pavão